Matthew 8:23 (NIV, BibleGateway.com) Then he got into the boat and his disciples followed him. 24Without warning, a furious storm came up on the lake, so that the waves swept over the boat. But Jesus was sleeping. 25The disciples went and woke him, saying, “Lord, save us! We’re going to drown!” 26He replied, “You of little faith, why are you so afraid?” Then he got up and rebuked the winds and the waves, and it was completely calm.
I haven’t thought about this story for awhile. But, tonight surveying the news and realizing how much fatigue I allow myself to experience based on watching, praying, and feeling the pain of our world, it came back to me. Every sermon or youth talk I have ever heard on this passage emphasized either the power of the miracle, or the guilt inducing translation of Jesus’ response.
I wonder. These guys were physically with Him everyday, and they were still scared when they weren’t sure He knew what was happening because He was asleep. And, they DID wake HIM, a non-sailor, up to ask for help. A lack of faith just because they needed to know He was awake and aware? Seems harsh to me right now in its usual interpretation. Written text doesn’t carry the tone in His voice even if its a literal report of a true event. Are we sure it was harshly said? He did reward their asking with an amazing display of His power and a restoration of their safety.
Right now I wonder how many people feel like I do, hanging on to the earth boat, watching the world appear to be ready to go under from the storm that is us, and wanting to holler, “Hey, Jesus are you getting this? Are you paying attention? Do you plan to save us…again?”
I don’t share the optimism of my more hopeful liberal friends that humankind will eventually “get it” and stop blowing each other up and cooking the planet. The evidence for that is just not convincing.
I don’t share the selfish hope of some of my conservative associates that He will just show up and whisk us away from the hell we made of His creation because He loves us more than the others (as long as we never criticize Israel for anything).
I just want to feel Him present, aware, guiding, feeling it too, but sure of what comes next. I’ve walked with Him a long time myself. I do believe and trust. But, oh how very much I want to turn to my dear Friend and ask, “You awake?”
peace