Another twist
Jan 19th 2009gregenvironment & mystery & prayer & sermon seeds
For me the story has little to do with fear at all. Concern for fellow man and the world God left us to care for, yes. Fear no. Its about seeking the living experienced presence of the One Who is Holy.
I have reached a point in my life where I say along with Paul that “to die is gain.” and with Job, “Though He slay me, I will trust Him.” It really isn’t about fear for me at all. Whether the boat floats or sinks, I just want to be with Jesus. I guess maybe the test would be whether we are just as likely to say, “Hey Jesus! Look at that scene of beauty, act of mercy, or moment of joy!” That doesn’t mean I didn’t scream like a baby and nearly jerk both my wife and my own arms out of socket when she held onto my hand (when I am startled, I swing!) and woke me from deep sleep to announce the water was back on! LOL Only that once out of the realm of dreams, my life is not dominated by fear.
So much of our western theology has become about what we get from God, including both prosperity and personal health and safety. It isn’t strongly Biblical. The true desire of the heart is for God. We are distracted by our humanness to focus on the needs and requests of our heart which we rightly bring to place at the throne. But, the bottom line is not whether we get any of the other things we want. It is whether we are with God. The disciples were not there yet that day on the boat, or on crucifixion Friday. But, they got there through resurrection and Pentecost. In the end, death had no hold on them by boat and storm, or cross, or fire. They only held to Him. Then, yes “true love (for Him as a gift to us given by Him) drives out all fear.”
“I’d rather have Jesus than anything…this old world affords today.”
That’s at least where I am headed. I believe that is where this trail leads, to a total desire for communion with the Savior who is also Creator and Sustainer. Then He will guide us in the works He has prepared for us since the beginning of time in proper reverence for both Creator and Creation.
peace
