Archive for October, 2008

What if they test the new President?

I try not to listen or take the political ads so seriously, but they keep getting to me!  Since the Republicans keep asking this question, I decided to post my answer.

If “they” test the new president and it is the old man who helped lose Vietnam by getting his butt captured, he will assume he knows everything and try to handle it himself.  His choice of running mate makes this clear.  He only needs image and votes, not expertise to help him once elected.  Hopefully he will not, like W, think he knows exactly what God wants him to do.  Should “they” test us by killing him, Sarah Palin WILL assume that she knows what God wants with little experience in politics, diplomacy, or from what I can see conversing with God.

If “they” test the new president and it is the younger black man with limited national and international experience, his choice of running mate says he will turn to the circle of experts he will surround himself with, gather facts and opinions, then make an intelligent decision.

The RNC is grasping at straws.  This constantly repeated ad makes me even more sure of my decision.  I choose Obama.  Give me the man who knows he needs the council and expertise of others any day, any year, on any issue.  I still haven’t cast my ballot yet though, the early voting lines here are still longer than any I have seen on election day since I turned 18 back in the “day.”

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American literacy (or on computers who knows who)

My wife tried to find the reusable shopping bags she saw at ToysRUs on their website.  She got this result from her search:

Your search for “shopping bags” returned 0 results.

Did You Mean: slepping bags
Well, she was thinking about schlepping groceries in them to get away from plastic….
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Prayer Request

I was planning to go camping this weekend since I could leave at noon on Friday due to parent conference week.  The conferences went very well and I got to talk with 27 of the 28 families!  After the events of the last several weeks, my dear wife was telling me I needed some restorative time in the woods.

But, part way through the week they started predicting rain, and I started thinking I wasn’t going camping. The university emailed needing an emergency sub for today, and I knew camping was gone…but had no idea what was coming.

1.  I found out Mom had some tests done and has some sort of mass inside her heart.  Additional tests on Thursday confirmed it, but no information yet on its nature.

2.  Also on Thursday, the power went out at my daughter’s high school.  Response plans were totally inadequate and the kids were left to fend for themselves in the dark hallways.  Fights and sexual assaults were the order of the day, but I didn’t know it in time to get her out.  She was assaulted four times and too upset to return to school on Friday.  It was bad enough that she and I both contacted the Superintendent’s office. So far the only result is that I got a phone call from the only remaining member of the administrative crew that destroyed my alternative school.  She is who he assigned to investigate the “parent complaint.”  If she tells the administration of the building who complained, their attacks on my daughter will be merciless.

3.  Just found out today that my oldest daughter got a letter at the end of the week telling her that her name change when she got married had caused one of her online courses to malfunction.  The prof did not get her work and withdrew her for non-attendance.  Her graduation is now in jeopardy.  She has worked so hard to make it this time and is so wonderful in the classroom when she subs.  The IM she sent made it obvious that while she has done what she can to show them she did the work and beg for a grade, she is devastated.  That’s a score of two daughters married and unemployed with one graduation now in serious doubt, one trying to make it on her own on slave wages with her teaching degree already trashed last spring, and one at home being destroyed by her school.

4.  Trivial by comparison, I have heard nothing from the church that was supposed to be contacting me.

We are full scale back into the mode of every moment is another body blow.  We need help beyond our understanding.

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Indiana Politics

Donkey or Elephant?

Donkey or Elephant?

The neighbors probably think we have lost our minds or are in some family feud over politics!  The truth is we will vote for the Republican Governor, Mitch Daniels with the same respect we will vote for Obama.  I do not agree with many of Mitch’s conservative actions.  But, I respect him for saying what he is going to do and then doing his best to do just what he says.  I respect him for running a campaign that proclaims his record and his plan for the future, not character assassination of the other candidate.

So the signs in the yard are us, voting for national change and a conservative governor doing a good job of running a conservative state.  I wish the national parties would notice that more and more of us out here will NOT vote based on who can out-slime the other candidate.

Let me back up and say that another way.  I believe in decency.  I am a pacifist.  I believe in grace lived out man to man, not just counted on from God to man.  For me it has reached a level where I will vote for those who hold out a vision of decency and hope in public life — even when I disagree on specific political issues.

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did you ever wonder

about the candle?

I grew up on songs about the wonders of the candle for beating back the darkness –This little light of mine, It is better to light just one..Pass it on…

Lately I have been thinking more about the darkness than the candle.  Then Mavis Staples found her turn on my ipod, and tonight a TV show ends with another rendition of ‘this little light’…

And it makes me wonder

about the candle,

does it feel

the weight of the darkness

that surrounds it,

does it feel

its own fate

in the fight,

does it love

or curse

the hand

that lights

it,

gives it

purpose,

and sacrifice,

makes it

a beacon

for a season,

and invites

its consumption,

and transcendence

into heat

and light?

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dont run for president

I hereby come clean and warn you not to run for president because you will be accused of having been my friend.

I was chapter president of my high school’s group of SDS.  Sure we only had one weatherman.  And as far as I know he never blew anything up.  (although I did wonder if he shot my windshield when it popped the day after I left the group..but that’s another story)  Those were times like these when our country was wrong.  Like now the clean scrubbed young republican and cheerleader types were screaming that any criticism was treason.  But, I have always believed that telling the emperor with no clothes that he is naked is an act of loyalty.  When leaders act in defiance of our basic national laws and standards, then criticism of them is loyal to the country, to our heritage, to our future generations.

But see, I do not have so many friends in this world that I want any I now have to be forced to denounce me.  So, this is my warning.  I was in the SDS.  I still support the peasant over the king, the starving over the profits of multinational corporations, the oppressed over the oppressor, the infidel over the inquisitor, the unpopular over the self-righteous judge, the tortured over the abuser — no matter what the cause, and the bombed over the bomber who lied about why we must once again go to war.  So, please do not run for president.  I don’t want the press to make you say you never knew me.  And I will not lie and say I have changed.  Gotten older and less energetic, paid a high price in my career, and become less sure I know everything or anything myself — sure.  But, I still oppose those who abuse the rest of us and am proud of it.

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Are rubrics totalitarian by nature?

The field of education has been overrun by the assessment of other’s work by means of the rubric.  I first hated them for the simple human reason that the first person who promoted them to me was an irritating woman with an excessive ability to whine, even words she liked.  So, I heard the word rubric always in her nerve damaging voice.

Then art, music, and writing teachers in my Masters classes as students, taught me how these simple descriptive and point assigning devices could be used not only to grade large quantities of work (which says something in itself about the current nature of what passes for education), but also to define the acceptable characteristics of quality work in a manner which would allow the student to know exactly what was expected and free the instructor from charges of biased grading.  So, for a time, I have advocated them to at least some people in some settings.

Then I read my friend’s comments about his university’s insisting on constant rewrites of rubrics.  I read my own dean’s vision of the future, with better rubrics to ensure higher academic standards.  Today I finished Ryszard Kapuscinski’s small book The Other.

After decades of traveling the world and meeting others in some of their most disturbing times and circumstances, he tries in these lectures to bring to bear the work of philosophers and theologians on the significance of encountering both ourselves and others, in our interactions with anyone who is an ‘other’ to us.

And, I think I see a connection that may or may not make sense here without reading the entire book or some of the original authors.  We used to encounter the other as groups of different race, religion, and culture.  Now the lines are blurred and we encounter others more as individuals different from our selves.  Central to the idea that these encounters are important is the idea that we also become more aware of our true selves when we have meaningful encounters, including open dialogue, with the other.  Set against this, is the idea of mass society where we are all swept along the same, and worse, totalitarian mass society where we are ordered to conform to the sameness.

Now what about the classroom where students are to engage new knowledge, new forms, new possibilities of combination?  Does it not require conversation with others who do not think like us?  Who do not agree with us?  Who do not conclude what we conclude presented with the supposed same prompts?  Who may have grown up in our same city with an entirely different (other) view of how the world is put together (aware of it or not)?  What does the introduction of a grading rubric do to this setting?

Can it be written in such a way as to value the sharing and the disparity of answers needed to have meaningful dialogue between others?  If the bottom line is a certain product, produced and presented to please a predetermined scale of measurement, will it not force that which might be other than the propher’s desired view to flee and hide?  How can I encounter the difference in you if you are pursuing the points on the same rubric I am, and vice-versa?  How can there be any chance of a new construction based on a dynamic of group encounter with many facets of the same truth if the rubric is written in advance?  And if it is not only written in advance by an instructor (who could later negotiate its change), but also passed up the ladder to ‘authorities’ who will declare its worthiness or unworthiness for use, is it not a tool to allow only common speech and thought?  Has it not become a deadening hammer of totalitarianism within the confines of a supposedly free academy?

I wonder how many universities would approve rubrics which reward telling us something we have not thought, have not combined as you combine them, have not recognized in ourselves, have not valued in you, which challenge or betray our dogmas in a way which lead to meaningful dialogue without requiring final acceptance of the status quo?  No I wish there was still room to wonder.  See you on the trail, the proch, or at the pub.

peace

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Watching my daughter substitute teach

Little kids who only get yelled at all day having one day of being somebody noticed, cared about, and in the process behaving.  Little guy who is very bright and very bored noticed and correctly identified before lunch while an experienced faculty member tells me how much of a problem the same quiet polite young black is.  Plans that would bore a slug, completed and surpassed to engage kids in fun and learning.  A whole room full of kids who are a problem to everyone who is on the same hall everyday, behaving acceptably all day.  A very low functioning little boy who gets yelled at by teachers and picked on by kids made to feel noticed and cared for by a simple seat change, and walking next to the teacher to get to the bus with no more problems.  All of that in just today!

Years in school, enough hours for a doctorate, still trying to complete a bachelor’s, will have to do a transition to teaching degree second because of standards, rules, procedures in teacher training to mirror “no child.”  Its such a waste.  Its so wrong that we do not allow university professors to recognize and groom talent quickly into the classroom.  Sure, she made a lot of her own problems, but once she figured it out, the whole system is roadblocks, and tuition on top of tuition and more time…

At least while she is subbing, a few more kids get a day or two of humane treatment and quality instruction.  Maybe the rest of us will come to our senses before too many more years and too many more kids go by.

Count me very proud right now.

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words, meaning, nonmeaning, new meaning

After reading Rollins my mind goes back to what i wrote after returning from my trip among the Muslims.  Now, the words of an eighth grade boy do confront me, convert me?, “Who am I to form an opinion of God?”

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Peter Rollins Fidelity of Betrayal

If anyone else who reads here is also reading this book, I would love to know what others are thinking.  Every time he almost loses me, he starts describing things I have been trying to communicate to others and myself for years…

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